The what ifs in life lead us to reflect about how different things could have been had we treaded on a different path, had we just made different choices, about the people we would still hold close and those we would have erased already but are still here. This takes us to the nasty business of moving on in life: moving on from your ex, moving on from sadness and moving on from loneliness. These steps are necessary when a break up happens and no wonder! If not, you are just sadly plunged in denial, in an unwanted and unnecessary suffering that not only do you impose on yourself but on others as well. Somehow, are you not tired of being a burden to others and to yourself? Does it not bother you to know that all your efforts are vain and pointless? It would be out of place for me to tell you how to handle matters but I believe that at some point you need to stop being in denial and allow others to live because, if you fancy death and unhappiness, others seek and aspire to be happy and dream of a bright and ambitious future. My fairy tale does have a happily ever after even though the path I tread on is bumpy and full of obstacles right now; I, unlike you, am a rock and am strong. So get yourself together and fight this battle fair and square because being a disgusting bitch and acting like a spoilt brat who’s been deprived of his candy stick won’t get you very far.
the girl you fear above all others.